I wanted to tell everyone what happened Saturday June 20 nite with my boyfriend. In case you didn't know, I made a deal with him that he could do some drugs if he "used me like a whore." So....
We messed around during the afternoon for a few hours just doing some sucking. We did not want to get off, but decided to grope and suck. I went upstairs and got my parachute ball stretcher and put it on tho. I was thinking while we were watching TV he could play with my balls. Well, he grinned at the ball stretcher, and said that "too bad we do not have any weights to tie on the end of it. Then could just hang them off the other side of the coffee table while we watched TV." That was hot! So I thought of a big 1.75 liter Jack Daniels bottle i had upstairs over half full of pennies. I did not tell him about it, just went and got the bottle of pennies, and empty bowl, and some rope. He was in the bathroom when I came back downstairs, so i sit it all at the end of the sofa and waited. After he sat back down, i picked up the bottle and said, "no weights, but this would work." He said sure, that it would be hot. So, poured a little of the pennies out, tied it on end, and hung it off the other side of the coffee table. Man it BIG TIME stretched my balls. Anyhow, we sucked each other some more like that. He stood in front of me skull fucking me and he would grab the rope and tug even harder on my balls. Wow!
Anyhow, we did not want to cum, so we finally took off the ball stretcher and put back on clothes to stop fooling around. Anyhow later on I went upstairs to get all cleaned out and get dressed to go out for a few drinks. So, it was about 8:30 and we headed out to have som drinks. We only stayed for a few - I had three- and came back home for the "sex role play" to begin.
Well, when we got back to the townhouse, I asked him, "So, how do you want to do this?" He replied, "I want you to go upstairs to our bedroom and shut the door and wait for me to come get you." "Can I take a beer with me?", I asked. He replied, "Yes, get it now." So, I got the beer and headed upstairs to the bedroom and shut the door behind me.
It was probably 20 minutes later when he entered the room where I was laying on the bed just waiting. In the meantime I had already collected the "outfit" he had determined that week he wanted me to wear for our "play." I did not have it on yet, but all of it was laying on the bed next to me. i guess I should explain that when we discussed doing this whole "role play" nite, the deal we made was that he would use me while he gets to do some drugs. He took a two days to think about what he wanted to do to me, and I also promoted him - all of this through cell phone text messages too - that he should include an "outfit" that he wants me to wear too. So, he chose an outfit, and I had laid out everything I had that matched what he wanted me to wear, and he actually picked the exact outfit items.
So, the outfit was on the bed next to me. I had included some drawing charcoal, thinking I would offer it to him to write on me. It writes fairly well on skin, and it takes some scrubbing to get it off, but it is not as permanant as a marker. Anyhow, I stood up when he entered the bedroom. He immediately said, "This is how it is going to go. From now on you call me 'Sir' or 'Master.' You do what I tell you. If you have anything specific you might want, you need to ask me about it. Do you understand?" I replied, "Yes, Sir." He then said, "Take off your clothes and put on the cock ring." I did what he asked. It took a bit to get the cock ring on, since I was already getting hard. Then he said to take off his shirt and then get on my knees. I did. He then said to take off his pants, and leave his underwear on him. I did. Then he said to put my hands behind my back and suck him through his underwear. He said that he wanted me to get him hard. So I did, and he did get hard. Then he asked me to hold up my wrists, which I did. He put the leather bondage wrist cuffs on my wrists. Then he put the leather thick bondage dog collar on me, and attached a leash to the front lead ring on the collar. Then he said, "Take off my underwear, and suck my dick." I did as he asked. While I was sucking him, he said to put my hands behind my back. So there I was on my knees, sucking his dick with my hands behind my back. He used the leash to force me to deep throat him. he liked that a lot, since he was saying things like "oh yeah," and "suck that dick."
anyhow, he told me to stand up, and he grabbed the "dirty pig" jock I have and had me put it on. Then he had me turn around and he smacked my ass once. Then he had me put on the short cotton army shorts I own. The shorts are actually from an Army supply store and are the short running/work out shorts they use in the Army. They are cute and tight with the Army logo on one front leg the army-green color. Anyhow I got them on, then he grabbed the leash and pulled me from the bedroom to the extra bedroom next door. There he had laid out a chain chest harness for himself, and handed it to me and said that I was to put it on him. I did. Then he lead me by the leash again downstairs to the main living room.
Ok, so I should explain that it is a fairly large space and very open with a large flat screen mounted against exposed break on one wall, and a sofa directly opposite. He had moved out the coffee table and at the far end (opposite the entry into the room) there were portable metal TV stands set up with items on them all covered by towels. There were also some items on the floor covered by towels. I had no idea what he had collected for his "aersenal" - but it still excited me. He had some hot dirty porn involving orgies and barebacking and cum playing on the TV. He had a towel spread out in the center of the room in front of the sofa too.
Now, when we entered the room, he said, "Get on all fours on the towel facing the TV," which I did without a word. He then went to his "aersenal" and grabbed the bottle of lube and some item from under one of the towels, I usually did NOT try to see what he was getting - I wanted him to have the control and all the surprise I could provide. Anyhow, he lubed up my ass and inserted a medium butt plug. I was actually happy it was not the larger ones I own, since he was not slow putting it in me. then he told me to turn around as he sat on the sofa, and "Suck my dick." I did. He liked it, and used the leash again to force me down all the way on him. I gaged several times, and he would let me up momentarily, but force me again to deep throat it. Then he told me to turn away from the far end of the room, so that he could do some drugs and not have me see him. While he was doing this, I thought that he probably would love to have me doing something while he did them. So I waited till he was done, then said to him, "Sir, if you want to have me suck you while you do them it is okay. Fag jsut will close his eyes so he is not seeing you - or at least not watch Sir." He replied, "That would be hot." So he approached me again, still on all fours, and use the plug in and out a bit, then sit back down on the sofa and again had me suck him. After some minutes of that, I had to piss, so I asked him if I could. He said yes.
When I came back into the room from pissing, he was on the sofa, and told me to get on all fours again and suck him - which I did. This time he kept it short, and pulled out the butt plug, which now was comming out of my ass all on its own at this point. He moved behind me and stuck his dick in and fucked me a bit. He asked me how it felt, and I replied, "feels good Sir. My fag ass is starting to open for you." He then went to his aersenal, and got out a bigger dildo. The one he pulled out is a double-ended anal snake, very pliable and 15 inches long, and about 4.5 inches around. He put it in my ass and fucked me with it a bit, put quite a bit of it in my ass - but he was not going for putting the whole thing in there. I don't think I have every tried that, so I don't know if I could or not. Anyhow, it just did that a bit, then pulled it out and when back to his aersenal again.
This time he pulled out a hefty large realistic black cock-n-balls. It is 8.5 inches long and 6 inches around. He was fairly slow putting it in my ass after applying more lube to me and then some to the toy. After it was in my ass, he started to slowly fuck me with it, in and out. Pretty quickly he started to get a lot more fast and more rough with the toy fucking. Then he started pulling it out all the way, and putting it back in my ass. he did this enough times - I really do not know how long - till he could easily pull it out and fast shove it back in my ass. He was really enjoying doing that to my hole. He then pulled the toy out, and shoved his dick in my now looser ass and fucked me. Keep in mind he never uses a condom, since even not role playing, he considers me his "cum dump." So, he fucked me, moaned a little while doing it, and said, "Yeah it is getting more loose..."
He then put the realistic dildo back in my ass, and got his drugs and sat on the sofa. He said, "don't watch me at all. Suck my dick." So i did what I was told, sucking him holding in my ass the toy (i had one of my arms through my legs still on all fours) while he was doing his drugs. He liked that, since he was moaning after he had done his "hit" - that is what I am going to call it - and said, "Oh yeah, fuck. Suck that dick you whore. you dick sucking whore. Take it all." I deep throated him as often and as much as I could. Well, I then said to him, "Sir is wanting to open my ass tonight?" He replied, "I want to deystroy your hole it will be so loose." So, I had a plan to show him something a little more freaky that would be opening my hole, something I am sure he had not seen, and I hoped turn him on. So I said, "Do you want fag to do something to open it more and be a little freaky for you Sir?" He looked at me just for a moment, then said, "Yes, do it." So I asked first to take another piss break, which he granted.
When I came back, He wass doing a hit , so he had his back turned to the room. I quickly then grabbed the item I wanted and got on the floor with it under my legs sitting up so he could not see what I had. He came back to the sofa and I said, "I would like for you not to see what I am going to do, Sir. Fag wants to kinda show you after it is done." He said "Fine" and sat on the sofa and I started sucking his dick. So, I pulled out the realistic dong, grabbed the lube bottle sitting right next to the sofa in the floor, and lubed up the beer bottle I had in the floor (he could not see it). He was enjoying the deep throating I was doing, and I started to mount the beer bottle, bottom of the bottle in my ass first so that the mouth and neck of the bottle would eventually be sticking out of my ass. It took me a bit to finally get it in, with a little pain at first, since a beer bottle is not a small thing to take in your ass bottle bottom first. Well, he was doing another hit then, while I had to take the bottle out to let the "ring of fire" cool down, then take the bottle again to make it I hoped not burn so much. So, I was on a beer bottle sucking him. Then said, "Do you want to see it now Sir?" he replied, "Yes." So I just went to all fours from the sitting position I was already doing in the floor, ass pointed to him.
He looked at my ass, and he grabbed the end of the bottle (the neck of it) that was sticking out of my ass and said, "Oh fuck! Yeah." And he slowly started to move the bottle in and out, slowly fucking my ass with the bottle. He kept doing this till he was moving it in and out more quickly, and I said, "Can fag show you Sir?" He said , "Yes." So I grabbed his hand that was wrapped around the neck of the bottle, and pulled it out till where it came out of my ass, then showed him how to put it back in without hurting me. Then I let go and he pulled it back out, and slowly got it back in.. he started to fuck me again, and I said, "pull it out sir." He did, then I said "put it in Sir." He got it to go back in. I actually did this saying this to him for a bit until he could get the bottle to go back in my ass fairly easily. Then i stopped speaking and let him do it all. He was going a lot faster now, fucking me with the beer bottle by pulling it out then pushing it back in to the neck (all the way out and back in). He started saying, "Oh fuck yeah! Take that damn bottle! You FUCKING WHORE!" Then he stopped, and grabbed my head and turned me to his dick and had me suck his hard dick. He liked fucking me pretty rough with a beer bottle. He really did.
So, at that point, the size of the bottle had made me have to piss again, I had been drinking beer off and on from a glass I kept pouring the beer into so I could keep deep throating him. Anyhow, I asked for a piss break, he said yes, so I took the bottle out of my ass and I went and pissed. I had to sit down a that point since there was a lot of lube shoved in my ass and it wanted out. LOL. Anyhow, I came back in the room and he was standing there waiting. I said, "You told me that if I really wanted something to ask you Sir. Did you mean it, Sir?" He replied, "Yes, what do you want?" I said, "Well I can't believe I am going to say this Sir, but I want to drink your piss." He looked at me for a moment, then he said, "You want to me to piss in your mouth and on your face? I don't know if I can do that. Won't it get messy and I really don't know if I can piss now...?" I said, "It will not get messy Sir, I said 'drink your piss'. Do you want to try Sir?" He paused a moment then said, "Yeah, but I don't think I can do it." I got on all fours, and put the beer bottle back in my ass. Then I took hold of his dick and put it in my mouth, he immediately pulled it back out and said "I can't piss like that, it won't work." I said, "trust me on this Sir. Just relax and let me do the work, Sir." I took his dick again and put it in my mouth and just held it there. He was breathing kinda heavy, and it was not even 30 seconds before he said, "Oh god, wow. I am pissing..." Then he started to piss. I drank. After the third swallow, I opened my mouth up enough and looked up at him so he could see his pissing going in my mouth, and then closed my mouth around his dick to swallow it. He then said, "Oh fuck. Wow! This is nice." Then he was done pissing. He looked at me and said, "Wow. That was hot. so warm around my dick when I pissed. It felt good. Why haven't we been doing this the entire time???" I smiled and replied, "We can from now on, Sir."
So, then he did another hit while I sucked him some, and while I was doing it I said, "Did you like your piss drinking whore, sir? riding a beer bottle while you pissed in his mouth? After you fucked him with the bottle Sir?" He replied, "Fuck yes whore." Then he turned me around on all fours, pulled the bottle out and fucked me. He said, "Oh fuck, it is going mushy and loose. Nice loose hole. Fuck you are such a damn WHORE!" He fucked me for a bit, enjoying it. Then I said to him, "Does sir have other toys?" I knew that answer since there were still hidden items in his aersenal. He said "Yes" pulled out of me and went and got another toy.
The toy he brought over and laid in the floor - with a thud - is called the "dick rambone." It is a huge ass dildo. It is 13 inches long and it is 6 inches around, a little bigger around than the beer bottle. He said, "Can you take it?" I replied, "Yes Sir, slow at first, but yes Sir." So, he lubed it up and slowly slid it in my ass. He started to slowly fuck me with it, gaining speed little by little to where it was a good steady pace - not fast yet, but not slow. So, then I again said, "Pull it out Sir" - which he did. Then immediately once it was out said, "Put it in Sir." he did. I did this just once more then said nothing. He started pulling it all the way out and shoving it back in. He got faster and faster doing this, really fucking my hole with the HUGE dildo. He then pulled it out, and shoved his dick in my loose hole. He said, "OH FUCK! Yeah, LOOSE HOLE. Yeah! That feels soooo good! Mushy and warm and open! OH FUCK!" and he fucked me for a bit this time. Then he pulled out, sat on the sofa told me to suck him while he started doing another hit. I mounted back the big toy while i did it. He loved it! After I sucked on him for a bit, I had to ask permission to take another piss break, which he granted.
I was NOt going to even approach doing anything with my piss, since that I thought might be too much for him at this time. Besides, I had other things that I had been thinking about for a long time that I wanted to say to him. So. when I entered the room again he was on the sofa, stroking his dick. I immediately - and without instructions - sat in the floor and started sucking him. I did that for a bit, then said to him, "Can fag talk, Sir?" He replied, "Yeah." So I sat back on my haunches, and said, "This is a little hard for me to say, Sir, but I wanted to take tonight to mention some things to you. I have been thinking about these things for a long time now, Sir. I can't believe I am saying them, but the first I want to tell you is that for your upcomming trip with your friends to Rehoboth, it is okay if you get a blowjob from somebody." I paused and he looked at me mouth opened astonished. he then said, "Are you serious?" I replied, "Yes, so if you are out having fun and you find a guy you want to have fun with he can blow you. Though I really want to see a picture of the guy if you can, and only if you tell me about it when you are back WHILE you are fucking me." He again was just staring at me with his mouth opened. He said a few things that yes, if it happened it would be only him getting a blow-job, and that last years trip there was a time when he almost did it but didn't do it, and that his friend was going to be so jealous that I (his boyfriend) said it was okay to get a blowjob.
Let me explain his trip. He is taking a trip with a friend to Rehoboth beach, staying with someone up there his friend knows. So it is a gay beach there, and a lot of the community is gay. I will NOT be there and I do not know anyone else that is involved in this trip.
I then said, "That is not all of it. Also some time after you are back, later on, I really want to watch a guy suck you off. I don't want to participate, I want to be in a submissive role fully clothed, but I really want to watch a guy suck you off." He again looked astonished. He said, "Are you SERIOUS???!!!" I said yes to him. He said, "It would have to be someone special, not to cause problems and spread it around... and what did I mean by submissive?" I responded, "Yes it would have to be someone specific to trust, and it would be his choice, and I would like to be maybe fully clothed, tied up in a chair or something with a gag so I could not talk. Just watching the whole thing..." he said, "Wow. This is a shock. This is not something I thought you would ever say to me. Are you serious about this for real?" I said, "Yes Sir. I want to please you and I am trying to open myself up to this stuff with you Sir. I have a lot of jack off fantacies about you Sir. A LOT. In fact I think often WHILE you are fucking me about you doing it in front of friends or others guys so they are watching you use your whore." He quickly replied, "I can do that." I smiled, and said, "I even want to get you a black prostitute, since you have said several times jokingly that you have not been with a black guy, and how you think it would be hot to have a prostitute." He said, "Wow. An you watch me play and the black prostiture suck me?" I said, "Actually no Sir. With the prostiture I would not be there when it happens, Sir, and I fully expect you to fuck his ass. I just want to hear about it later, maybe when you are fucking me, Sir." He looked astonished again. He said, "Wow. This is all amazing. Can't beleive you are saying this." I said, "I just have so many hot thoughts about you. They all involve you tho, even you pimping or loaning me out to other guys, Sir." He just looked astonished. He said, "This is all hot."
So, there was a little bit more talk about the things I said, but not very long. Then I said, "So, do we go back to the play, or did I ruin it." He replied, "No, I'm fine. This was the perfect time to bring it up." He did another hit, while I sucked him. Then I said, "So you got anything else over there for my ass, Sir?" He replied, "I don't think you can take it. It is big, and you can't take it." I said, "Well, can I go get it Sir?" He replied, "Yes." So I went to his aersenal and pulled out a huge ass toy of mine that is ALWAYS hard to take. It is a black rubber monster that is about the length of my arm, and is 10 inches wide at the head of it, and 8.5 inches wide the rest of the way. I brought the dildo back to him, holding it up in front of me and said, "Oh, this is 'Deystoryer.'" He smiled, and looked at me and said, "Oh, you named it 'Deystoryer.'" I responded, "Yes, cause it deytroys my ass." I then said, "Would it turn you on big time for me to ride it Sir?" He replied, "It would turn me on. I don't think you can take it." I smiled at him, and started sucking him, and he moved to the floow laying on his back. I then looked up at him, stood up with the HUGE toy in my hand, and said "tell me to take it , Sir." He replied, "Take it bitch! Ride that fucking big dick. ride that HUGE toy."
I lubed it up, sat it in the floor, and started trying to mount it while I sucked him. He kept saying "Take it WHORe. Take that big dick. Open that ass." And eventually I got it in my ass, some pain but it went in. Fuck it was HUGE! DAMN HUGE! I said, "It's in" and he quickly got up and grabbed the end of it and very slowly pushed and pulled in in a little. I was moaning big time because of the SIZE of the monster! he did this for a bit, not much tho, then he pulled it out and shoved his dick in my ass, and forced my head to the floor. He started to fuck me hard, and fast. He said, "Holy Fuck! Your ass is soo damn loose. You F-U-C-K-I-N-G WHORE! Oh fuck, it is all mush. Oh fuck. " I only would reply with things like "Fuck your whore,Sir" and "fuck that loose cunt, Sir" and "fuck that deystroyed ass, Sir." Then I grabbed the hefty black realistic dildo again that was laying there from earlier, and I stuck it in my ass underneath his dick. he double fucked me like that a bit, with me saying, "Fuck me harder, Sir! Fuck your damn WHORE!" Which he happily obliged. Then I pulled the dildo out, just leaving him in me when he was all the inside me with a thrust. It of course made me instantly loose for him. He said, "Oh fuck yeah!" He fucked me hard a more. Eventually, he started breathing fast, and I said, "Fuck me harder Sir, Fuck me HARD!" Which he did and then he quickly Said, "Oh MY GOD!!!!! I am Cumming! Oh FUCK! Oh Fuck!" As he shot his load deep in my ass.
he then collapsed on top of me, stayed there for a few minutes, then rolled off me onto his back on the floor beside me. He said, "Oh God! That was fucking amazing! " I just smiled. Then he looked at me after a few more minutes of recovery, and said, "I want you to get off." I said, "Yes Sir." and I grabbed the beer bottle and said, "I'll jack off with this in my ass, Sir." he said, "Nice." and I got the bottle in my ass again, laying on my back, my legs pulled up, jacking my dick, while he was fucking me some with the beer bottle. I then took his hand with my left hand, put three of his fingers together and put them right at above the bottle at my hole and kinda made a small gesture for his fingers to go inside. He got the hint, and he slowly stuck his fingers in my hole with the fucking beer bottle! It was hot! He did taht a bit, fucking me with his fingers and using his other hand to fuck me with the beer bottle at the same time. But I could not take much of it, so I had to pull him out, it just started burning waaaay too much. So I took out the bottle and said, "fist me Sir." So he lubed up his hand, and slowly stuck it in my ass. He fucked me with his arm a bit, but again, it started burning. So I had to tell him that, and he pulled it out. I then grabbed the realistic black dildo and shoved it back in my ass to the hilt. I then motioned for him to come up kneeling by my face, and he did and i sucked on him while jacking. I said to him then, "It would be hot Sir if eventually you could get my ass to take your dick and the beer bottle at the same time. Fuck me hard like that!" He just said, "Oh yeah..." It took a little bit for me to cum like that, and my dick never did get hard. But I jacked off like that and was like wow!
Then we got up out of the floor, each grabbing toys and stuff, and headed up stairs to clean up the toys, put everything away, and take showers. We then were exhausted, he said, "damn, we have been fucking for over three hours." I said, "I think it was over four hours." It said, "Damn that was hot baby. That was sooo hot. That was the best sex I have ever had!" I said, "You liked using your whore, huh?" He said, "Yes. A LOT!" Then we feel asleep.
I woke up the next morning earlier than he did, and tried to let him sleep in a bit. But I had a plan. I took another shower, making sure I was cleaned out again. Then I slowly went to him asleep and very slowly pulled off the covers and pulled his dick out of his loose shorts and started sucking his dick. he kinda moved a little, and then he moaned and his dick started to get hard. And eventually he was rock hard and moaning, and I looked at him and he opened his eyes to me. At that all I did was get on all fours - I was still naked from the shower - and laid the lube bottle beside me. he got up and pulled off his clothes and lubed up my ass and stuck it in and fucked me. He fucked and fucked and fucked. I said, "Yeah, fuck that sore pussy. Fuck that sore over fucked ass! Fuck it hard, still loose from being used!" He got into it and was pounding me then he started breathing heavy and he said as he rammed all the way in me, "Oh! Oh... Oh God! I am cumming!" It was hot. He collapsed on top of me, and I rolled so that we were on our sides, his dick still in my ass. Then I grabbed the lube bottle and jacked off. I thought about him fucking me in front of others, cumming in my ass, then pulling out and pointing to another guy and having that guy fuck me. I heard him say in this "fantacy" of mine, "Fuck him, shoot deep in his ass dude. I want you to fuck the cum deep in there and shoot yours in my whore. he is a damn whore and he loves it!" Anyhow, thinking this and still feeling his dick in my ass I cum all over my leg. We laid there for a bit then we got up and showered.
My ass was SORE. VERY! But obviously, it was VERY worth it! Even just writing this all out and thinking about it again has made me hard and horny. FUCK, I AM A WHORE - AND as my boyfriend told me later on that day, "My ass is amazing. I could sell all the things I could do cause a lot of guys would pay for it." Yes, I would like that - but I will wait more to tell him that.
So, he quickly took off his clothes, and then I heard a rustle kinda toward the bedroom door. My mind quickly raced....my boyfriend had brought someone else home! Anyhow, I felt a dick at my mouth and I eagerly started sucking on it, then I felt another at my shoulder. The dicks kept taking turns for a bit, then I was being directed with hands to get off the bed onto my knees. I was on my knees sucking dick again when someone started undoing the blindfold. So then I could see... My boyfriend had brought home a black guy and I was currently sucking the black guy's dick while my boyfriend stood there watching. 
At the top of the stairs I asked if he wanted to go back to the bedroom, or the office area to watch porn from the internet. He replied, "Porn." So with that we went to the computer desk, he sat in the office chair and I assumed my position in the floor next to him. He logged onto a video-on-demand porn site, pulled up some porn and I started sucking him. This went on for a rather long time. Sometimes when he has had a lot to drink and then is "high" it takes him a long time to climax. But I kept sucking. I paused only twice to let my jawl rest. I eventually got him off doing this, with him all the way down my throat when he orgasmed. I never tasted a drop, since it was shot way down my throat! Such a good whore, huh?
